o4. If all I can say is Im Sorry, then I mean it with all my heart... [20 Jul 2003|12:44pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | Lindsay Lohans new song on Disney.. ] I think I just lost one of my friends. Im so sorry Chris. I didn't mean to blow up in your face. I didn't mean to yell, I didn't want to. I didn't mean to hurt you, Im sorry. I hope you and Carmen er.. have a good life together. -she nods, thinks it's best to continue with the update - Diddy is my pimp, not yours. ;D I know this is soon, but I think Im falling for someone, I know he is hurt just like me. Maybe it's a sign? I just told some random kid I loved him, cause he was in a bad mood. Im so nice, I spread the Amanda Love. Since no one else wants it, I will give it to the needy. This update blows monkeys, Im out. Leave me comments cause no one does. 8 Kissed Me Crazy| Come On Baby

o3. Short -n- sweet.. Kinda like me ;] [15 Jul 2003|06:47pm] [ mood | scared ] [ music | MTV BASH on Carson Daly.. Sorry Dude, that sucks! ] I talked to Diddy last night about Making the Band. He said I was pimp. Well you are to Diddy!! Hehe. He is awesome. I was lurking last night!! uh oh, I don't think Justin would be happy about that now, will he.. He told me he needs to talk.. What did I do now..? Come On Baby

</3 [13 Jul 2003|03:17am] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | hold on -----> GC <333333 ] Why do I get hurt? Why do people who express how they feel, and don't keep it bottled up get hurt. I mean I told him straight out how I felt and I knew he didn't feel the same. But I did it anyways. Our friendship is ruined, I know it. He won't act the same around me with that thought tucked back in his head about how I have a crush for him. He will prolly think Im hitting on him and shit. I never should have told him. But then again, why not take the chance? Why not risk it and look for the outcome? The outcome is a " Hey lets see what happens " or something like that. I get the wait response. The one when guys think you actully are gunna plant your ass down and wait endlessly for them. I would wait for him, but does he even want me. What If I wait for nothing. God. Im scaring myself, and prolly scaring you too. Im stupid, I need to go and think. Goodbye... 3 Kissed Me Crazy| Come On Baby

[ ooc ] [13 Jul 2003|12:58am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | ....... ] [[ Ok the girl who had this journal gave it to me. She didn't have time for it. So starting fresh, kk? I will be active promise :] hehe. ]] Hey guys. Im Amanda Bynes. I've been in movies/television shows and stuff. Im still a normal teenage girl. I don't let the whole "Im famous, on TV and in movies" get to me, I wanna stay as normal as I can. I guess thats it, not to much about me. Amanda Pimps it take it for long walks on the beach :] 5 Kissed Me Crazy| Come On Baby

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